this is important

this is important

I am prone to buyer’s remorse. I spend as much time in a store trying to talk myself out of purchases over $10 as I spend actually shopping for the item(s). It drives me crazy.

Tonight, I FINALLY bought my first backdrop stand. I have been talking (guilting) myself out of buying it for more than two years. There are so many other things I could put the money toward, and when I think about my already super tight and lean budget, I sigh. But, I finally did it. I CLICKED “buy” and then…I cried.

I’ll get over it and I have no doubt that when the package arrives next week, I will be smiling and so excited. I can’t wait to put it together! This is important. To me, my business and my family. This is an important year and I’m anxious to see who will join me a long the way!

 

 

A Whole Lotta Love!

A Whole Lotta Love!

I don’t usually do family sessions this big but, I’m glad I was able to photograph this family! There is a whole lotta love going on and I had the most fun with the kids! We shot this session on Christmas Eve since most of the family had come in from out of town and even though the weather was a little chilly, it was beautiful! Here are a few of my favorites…

 

 

oh land – white nights

I love music <3 this was a bit of my mood today. gorgeous girl…does heidi klum have a sister? ;)

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nice little bio via pandora (who i LOVE, btw)

 

 

taking the plunge – diving in head first, no fear allowed. true self screaming, how long will i let the fear win? i deserve much more, i deserve joy in creating. no more excuses. no more back-burner…

I will go before you…

I will go before you…

 

I will go before you and will level the mountains; I will break down the gates of bronze and cut through bars of iron. I will give you the treasures of darkness, riches stored in secret places, so that you may know that I am the Lord, the God of Israel, who summons you by name. (Isa. 45:2-3)

phasmid duo

phasmid duo

These ladies were found one morning clinging to my side view car mirror so we gently scooped them up into a tall jar to observe the odd insects. Not much activity during the day, which makes sense since they are nocturnal. This also explains their impressive red eyes. We also learned that they like to eat lettuce, most are female and don’t need a male to reproduce and they can vomit to deter predators! I only remember seeing them on a few occasions as a child but, after living in TN one year, these are the 5th and 6th we have seen. After three days, we decided to put them back outside – not much of a life cooped up in a jar with a stick and some lettuce.

Stryker

Stryker

This was a perfect weekend for pictures – beautiful weather, beautiful colors and the family…yeah, they were beautiful, too! I could have kept clicking the shutter long after we wrapped up our session but, kids get hungry and they eventually get tired of having their picture taken.

Cannot wait to get these edited and back to Erin…Oh, I’m excited!

To see more full-resolution photos, go  HERE

utah portrait photographer – washoe indian, lloyd – provo, utah

utah portrait photographer – washoe indian, lloyd – provo, utah

I had the awesome opportunity to photograph an american indian (washoe tribe) last week. my dear friend amber hobdy helped get the session set up and the weather was beautiful. lloyd is one of those rare spirits who says what’s on his mind and doesn’t apologize or brag or complain. he is completely genuine and is grateful for everything he has.

lloyd is a good friend of amber’s – like family – and he told her he wanted some pictures with some of his special tribal pieces before he passed on to the spirit world. i was so excited when she told me! not the typical session for me but, i grew up with navajo indians all around me so the american indian has a special place in my heart. lloyd had so many stories to share and a few times i caught myself just listening and the pictures paused for a minute or two.

the next morning lloyd had a heart attack. he is still with us and amber said his sense of humor wasn’t affected and he is still just as stubborn as the day before. he is now a little more anxious to share the photographs with those who mean the most to him. i am grateful i was able to help make this happen for him. thank you amber for pulling it all together – i love you girl!

utah photographer – naomi – park city, utah

utah photographer – naomi – park city, utah

naomi and her mom, karen, were referred to me by a dear friend, Jessica, and i knew as soon as i met them that we were going to have fun! time flies when you’re having fun and the new part hotel in park city, utah was the perfect location! thanks to karen for calling ahead and talking to the right person so we were able to spend so much time in and around the hotel. i definitely want to go back. naomi was incredible to work with – easy to pose and great energy! i’m so looking forward to working with both of them again.

i’m excited for our next shoot together and an upcoming shoot with karen as well! what a fabulous day – the weather was perfect and i am incredibly pleased with the outcome of the photos! check out more high resolution photos here.

I’m in love with a piece of glass – utah photographer

I’m in love with a piece of glass – utah photographer

Last Thursday I finally gave in and bought the Lensbaby Composer that I have been longing for…and I am in love! Friday we were hit with another storm so I got to try it out Saturday during the Photwalk in downtown Ogden. I had never been there before (crazy to say out loud since I have been in Utah for almost 20 years!) so I was excited – the night before something came up and I was worried I would miss it. Things settled down just before noon and by 3 I was on my way.

The weather was beautiful and almost no wind! The architecture of Union Station was awesome – I love the detail of the iron work and the mouldings inside and out. The next two hours were spent walking up and down Main Street and although I brought my brand new 24-70mm 2.8 lens, I used the Lensbaby almost exclusively. I can’t think of a better way to get the hang of it and figure out how to control that sweet spot.

I’m heading to Vegas for Easter and I am super excited to play with the Pinhole Optic that I also got for my new crush :)

You can see more full resolution photos I made during the photowalk here…I’ve bee like a little girl at Christmas so let me know if you like them, too!